God Beth, I bet you and Neil don't know if you're coming or going. I'd take Nickydwuks advice and forget about it. Move on, switch camps, pay it no mind, behave like it doesn't exist. You're focusing too much energy in one place and that's closing down your options, shutting other possibilities out. The universe can't work it's magic unless you give it room. Your cause at the moment is negative and you're emptying your positive energy into an abyss. Bet you're knackered too, it'll be wearing you out. Switch your efforts and belief into something else and I bet you any money you like something turns up within days. Part of being successful is knowing when to pull out of something that's not working for you. Why do you think the most successful business people know just when to pull out of a deal? Something's trying to tell you something babe, open your ears, your mind and your eyes coz I'm betting you're so focused on this that you're missing something sitting straight in front of you
