I got love for y' bro
Speaking as the wisey old womany, you know that everything happens for a reason

Maybe there's just this fabbo,astoundingly wonderous job just around the corner that has your name on it instead. Think positively baby, for every door that closes another opens, don't see it as an opportunity lost rather an opportunity gained. You did say that they had asked a few things of you that you weren't comfortable with, like going overseas remember? Maybe the universe knows you're not ready to shift that far out of your comfort zone just yet but it's arranging something else for you, just you wait and see. There's a reason for it all hun - stay positive
