I have yet to find out the answer to this question, however I hope that it doesn't change me, as I am very happy with who I am today. I just hope I will have a better way of life without the stress that I live with here on a day to day basis. I know when I am in NZ for any length of time I have always been very relaxed and happy because I don't have to deal with any bad attitudes or a constant feeling of being uncomfortable in my own skin. There is a large racial divide in Bermuda these days, which was not always the case. I grew up here and we had a society that was very colour blind, it was idealic. Things have changed drastically since those days for the worst with a large drug problem, as well as a Government that constantly pushes the racial divide for their own benefit. So, NZ will be a welcome change where I can live in peace without constantly being judged for the colour of my skin. I can't wait! I want my son to grow-up unencumbered by racism and prejudice with a good work ethic, virtually impossible in Bermuda these days. That's not to say that NZ is perfect, I'm aware of that, but it's a hell of a lot better in my experience then Bermuda.
Here's to living a more relaxed lifestyle!
