I haven't found any of your posts boring. If any thing, it is a comfort to hear from those "who have gone before" talk about their life in NZ without over emphasizing how "great" it is. Life is life and it is what we do every day that counts. It sounds like the NZ air has motivation vapours. I ask myself all of the time "why have I decided to move to a country I have never visited?". "What is it I am looking for when I move?". "What am I missing in my life now?" I don't want to have high expectations of what NZ can give me. NZ doesn't owe me anything. It is more a matter of what I can do for myself in a new country and maybe this is where the motivation to make changes in your life comes from.
I have lost all motivation here in Bermuda. To say I have no life would not be accurate or fair either on those people who are in my life. I am just generally unhappy with my life and the way the island is going. I need to recharge my batteries so to speak. I need to not only look at things differently but look at different things! Living on this tiny island for all of my 42 years, well, I just have to get off!
I have driven to both ends of the island (it is only a 45 minute drive from one end to the other!) and believe me "I don't want to see either end again!".
See, now I am the one rambling!
